Watch out for Speeding Busses..

okay so if you didn't know, i haven't really ever been on any real dates (or atleast that's my sister's opinion of it) well, anyways, but i've been to one dance thusfar, and it was alot of fun, it was girls choice, and i asked my best friend, he was way fun to hang out with.
anyways now you have the exposition; ithis saturday is our school's halloween dance, and it's girls' choice once again (i haven't ever been asked on a date....) anyways i bought the tickets yesterday for my date (he's annother one of my favorite guy friends his name is cam) and the next thought in my head was that it would really really stink if something happened to him (if not for the fact that he's my dear friend) becuse it would go with my thory about setting things into stone, because things always fall through when it comes to me planning things with guys involved. (for examples, almost every time i plan something with my friend >>>>> he ends up canceling last minute... yeah...) well.... last night i had a dream... it sort of stank!

I was with the girls in my group, and we were getting ready for the dance, and they all looked really cute, i was still in my sweats because i was getting everyone else ready first. well the guys started arriving, and all the girls that were ready went to entertain their dates, I just got myself ready, i wore a red flapper dress (our group is going in 1920's garb) and i wore a black down east shirt, and black leggings wit red heels... i looked cute. i just threw my air into a bun.... but this is a dream... so the clothes were not really all that important. so i waited and waited... and cam never came.... i was worried so i called his parents, but they said he'd gone to my other friend's house because we are going there after the dance.... well my sister said she knew a short-cut to my friend's house, and she was leading us there. but when we got there, it was my other friend's house, and she lives like 5 miles in the wrong direction.... so we were headed back to her house when cam was there anyways... and then as i was running up to him to give him a hug ( i was just so happy to see him!) a bus (that was blasting country music) came speeding down the road, had jumped the curb to the sidewalk he was standing on, and it hit him..... there i woke up...

well i can easily explain the music on the bus.... my alarm clock was going off.... but the rest of the dream was a bit disconcerting.... i really don't think Cam would ever just not come.... an i doubt he will be hit by a bus.... but it is just one of my fears that now that I've gone as far as to buy the tickets, something will happen,and i wouldn't get to go.... I'm really paranoid.. i know... but it's still a fear...

but i am super excited to go to Morp with my friend Cam, and i really don't think my twin sister would lead us 5 miles out of the way to a whole other friend's neighborhood (seeing as how she has no clue where my friend Anne lives...)

signing off for now.... got to get back to classes.

-Crystal Jade